I failed again. Set my goals lower. I would be happy if i am under 50kg by the end of the year

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If someone could slap me every time I eat that would be very helpful thank you

So i didnt reach my First goal but I am nearly there. Todays weight: 55.4kg. 400g to Go until my fav Jeans! Shes waiting ❤️

So i planned to pamper myself if i reach a little goal. The faster i get there the bigger the present ;) its just a bit because of Corona (going out is Not possible in germany)

55kg until 25.05.21: wearing my fav Jeans

54kg until 01.06.21: eating my fav Food for Dinner (vegan lasagna)

53kg until 05.06.21: getting some vegan ice Cream (or making some)

52kg until 12.06.21: wearing this News jacket in public

I wanna be skinny again. Will Track here So My wife wont be angry. Because I will start with 1200kcal per day and she said thats too less… Girl, 8years before I just ate 300kcal Maximum per day, so this will be okay …


On the Other side, i am afraid to relapse and of being caught in my ed again…


Shit Happens :)

Start Weight, 18.05.2021: 56.7kg (BMI 22.7)

Goal weight: 50kg